Help me with my content creation on various social media platforms

I've been wanting to do a youtube channel for a long time with video games. But since everyone has been doing that a lot, I had to think of what to offer that's different. So I think because I'm a fan of the 80s and 90s, I decided to have that be my content when I make my videos. But since I'm still new to this content creating thing and social media, I'm not sure how to go about it. I bought all these games, I have a lot of videos and pictures that I don't know what to do with them. I'm a slow learner and I have a couple of disabilities, including Autism, Aspergers, Attention Deficit Disorder, Learning and Developmental Delay. It sucks but at least I'm a high functioning one. Still, I need help like guidance. I'm about to be unemployed in a couple of weeks and I thought of taking the time to learn how to make videos so even when and if I get a new job, I'll at least know what to do in between free time and work time. I have multiple projects I wanna' do but of course, they require money. If people make a living off of makin videos, I'd like to be a natural at it too. But what I really do need is a video editor. Learning after effects on my own is too much. I can do small things but it is time consuming especially when I have a lot more games to play and more videos to make. I was going to make videos of me talking about various stories being politicized like our entertainment industry, give my two-cents on various topics of the same issue, do reactions on videos, talk about movies, various stuff. I don't know if I should do a blog but I do have flickr and locals.com which I would like to be my main social media platforms because I don't trust big tech giants like facebook, instagram and especially not twitter.

I wrote down on word pad the things I'd like an editor to do for my videos and they're not much other than watching long plays, cutting down unimportant things, highlighting epic or important moments and stuff. But I also would like help with my intro videos. I have a VHS camcorder and that's what I want to use. But I also want vhs glitching effects done. I also want any ideas, improvising, suggestions, anything you the editor can be creative in doing to make my videos good in your opinion. I'm not great at being entertaining, even though I'm still getting started, I at least like to bring quality to my videos. Someday I'd like to get a classic car, travel to anime/comic cons, record, take pictures, bring my games to let people play, and upload them. It'd be nice to have a crew for this type of thing. Maybe I'll even do night cruises with 80s smooth synthwave music in the background.

So with all that said, it seems like a lot of dreams but its already overwhelming. I'd like someone to help me plan this, write on paper so its organized, talk about ideas and how to go about it. I guess that's the first step and that's what I'm seeking help on. And remember, I'm tight on money especially when I'm possible going to be unemployed. Maybe I should start a gofundme to get any kind of financial help for these things? It won't be a huge thing compared to other crisis that's going on but I can still try. I could do a patreon but I think Locals.com has that on its platform. I just don't know what to offer to attract members? I would like to have T-shirts and maybe that can be some rewards. But anyway, there you have it. I'd like to do this and I just need some help planning.