Indie Pop Love Lyrics

I need melancholic and reflective indie pop lyrics centered around love and relationships.

Requirements:
- Original, emotional depth
- Experience in indie pop genre
- Strong lyrical composition skills

Ideal Skills:
- Songwriting expertise
- Understanding of indie pop themes
- Ability to convey complex emotions

Idea:
I’m 18 and I feel in a rush to find the right girl and get married. But I have this checklist that no one seems to meet and it just makes me think in a spiral and I feel like I’m falling apart