Ex lap dancing life

I want to share my story of being a lap dancer when I was 20 In Liverpool.. I am now 40 and feel I can show an insight of what it is really like and what it can leave you feeling decades later … how I got into it , how I got out of it … the long lasting addiction I got from this episode I’m my life .. the reality of the lap dancing scene… the people I met the people who I still love till this day and the people we lost … the hardships of the job , the hours the drugs the double life the hate for it the love for it