An almost perfect family

Alternative family but very closed mentally , I think I'm gay but I don't know how to tell them because I'm afraid of their t action and often I close in on myself and I can't be happy like this, we often talk about homosexuality, but for them nothing is unnatural and there is no way to change his mind. I don't really like being a woman but I have to get used to it, I don't want to change sex but I just want to be able to live in Peace with my sexuality, we must not be afraid of uncertainties or the opinion of the family, life is ours and we must not be attached to the opinions of others because we do not go on like this but it regresses more and more. I have interviewed many people in the same situation as me and they think like me, they can't take more of these closed and retrograde minds. What do you think ??? Let me know I am very looking forward to your answers ....