delusions of grandeur

I'm looking for someone to take my story starting a few months before i was diagnosed drug induced sycoses then later paranoid schizophrenia weather I believe in my own mind or not isn't the point it would be a good read i defiantly holding onto a best seller i just don't have the skills to put pen to paper im not a big book reader but im not there are to many books that see's it from someone seen it from my point of view there is alot of entertain that peace's my idea's together then don't spawn from anywhere if your reading this you could be the one who brings apon a new age of Enlightenment