inda purnama

My specialty is writing. I easily make up stories, like making a short story or novel. Usually the storyline that I make always ends with a hanging story, because I like to make other people curious. Mysterious impression is the secret behind my writing technique. in real life I'm not usually interested in romantic relationships, but when making a story I like writing that smells romantic. My friends say that my writing style is unique, I have my own character when I build an atmosphere to bring the characters I create to life. Most of the stories I write are the result of the anxiety that I felt in the past. I always make the visualization of the main character as unique as possible, so that anti- mainstream. And yes, I call myself a half koala, because I prefer to sleep long during the day and be active at midnight. Even though I idolize the Harry Potter character created by JK Rowling, I prefer romantic stories in the style of Korean dramas. Strangely, story ideas always come up when I'm in the bathroom, and my brain gets stuck every time I just open Microsoft word. That's what makes the notes on my cellphone full, because I find more imagination under the shower. Maybe that's also the reason why people at home often scold me every time I step into the bathroom, because it will take so long, I pee while writing. I honestly don't like staying up late, because it affects my health, but the problem is that the imaginary characters I created always appear when I'm getting ready to sleep. They open up the topic of conversation to discuss with my mind, and memories of the past are the main ingredients that are very popular. Loneliness has been my best friend since I didn't go to school, that's why as an adult, loneliness is no longer scary. Don't be disappointed, because I have the ability to camouflage, although I like being alone, I am the noisiest person when I gather. Covering up sadness by acting silly is not difficult, it's daily food. but in one sense, i'm the scariest person when i'm angry. my close friend at school was afraid to see me again when i firmly defended myself who he bullied. that's the importance of boundaries, someone will appreciate our existence more when we set a line that should not be crossed.but in fact, they prefer I left because of that rule. I didn't stop him either, anyone can go and come into my life. It's just that I find loneliness more often because the boundaries I draw are complicated for them. Until the time comes, tears will no longer fall when I walk. they lead the way out of my life, even the vibration that initially felt suffocating no longer responds to rejection. And writing is my way of voicing my heart filled with anxiety. an artist said, a work is always born from the anxiety of the owner. Even though at times insanity disturbs the peace, but a feeling of calm always embraces me so I don't despair. God knows very well my ability to play theatre, and the best of the main characters created by the author, Humans are the most beautiful main characters ever created. And in the end, God is the best scenario maker. This is my very long greetings, thank you.