Virtual Bereavement & Trauma Counseling Sessions Needed

I am working through a difficult period in my life which has consisted for 3 years - 3.5 years

I was a part of a ten year relationship which ended , a business that I exited due to a number of stress related factors

I also had a relatively challenging and traumatic upbringing (not family) but mostly related to living in gang affiliated environments

Recently I have lost my brother and my father eight weeks apart and within one year of my fathers funeral my mother has been given a stage 4 lung cancer diagnosis and I have been told she does not have long left

I am looking to work with somebody not to simply speak about the challenging times and implement things such as journaling, and basic exercises

I want to speak to someone that has proven experience in addressing the feelings that come with these traumatic experiences, how to best deal with them and how to ensure things can be channelled for good and not negativity

I require some help navigating my current mindset
Where I want to go and who I want to become

And some assistance healing through this process

I do not drink or smoke, I exercise usually or work as an anchor

Once my mother is no longer here I will be very isolated and I am mindful if I want to meet someone and settle down and have kids of my own I likely need to get some help processing and don’t to terms with everything

Anyone that has trauma and life coach experience could be a good option I have tried someone before and she was very very good but it just didn’t click with me, I feel I need a specific type of approach to help.