Just keep swimming

My project is based about my life. I am 33 years old and still I don’t know the whole truth about my past. What I do know is, is that I was brought up by nan and grandad as my mother had cancer for several years. As the years went on, I remember being around arguments that I couldn’t quiet make out. I was a good child but rebelled in my later years which resulted to being kicked out, taking drugs and being physically and mentally abused by my mother. I was suffering with mental health issues but completely lost in a world I didn’t know anymore and could never understand. I moved from man to man to house to house even living on the streets. Then my grandad, the man who fathered me, passed when I was at the age of 20. We hadn’t spoke to each for 3 years. I then went deeper into a state of uncontrollable anxiety and having suicidal thoughts. Skip 12 years later I am now in a different country, I own a successful company, own real estate and feeling at peace but I still have from time to time issues. There’s lots of serious in-depth information, both heartbroken and warming stories I would like to get down on paper so I can close the book and move forward.